It was at that moment he was texting other girls but claiming to be with me when my biggest mistake in self-worth happened. I said, "This is okay because I don't know where this is going. It most likely won't last." In this moment I threw away any and all self-confidence I had. It didn't… Continue reading The Boyfriend Chronicles
Well we are winding down! Nine days and we say goodbye to 2019. I have to say, I am so ready to bring in the new year. 2019 was exhausting. I know that new years do not mean everything will be good, it is not really a restart, but it is what you make of… Continue reading 2019 Recap!
The one thing that I did not know, was that the deceit of texting another woman in a relationship was so important. It would become the one thing that was a constant in our relationship. The word - cheating - became an active verb, whether it was acknowledged or not. Looking back, I feel that… Continue reading The beginning – Continued…
Every since I started a blog, I never truly had a purpose of writing. I knew I just wanted to have a place where I can write anything that I wanted without judgement. There are topics that I have avoided because of my own shame and embarrassment, whether real or not: one huge topic, one… Continue reading The Beginning
I have been away for way too long! I would love to say, "I'm back", but if you're familiar with this page, you know how terrible I am at consistency! Regardless, how have you guys been? I have been good, but busy! 2019 is almost over, so I did not want to leave the year… Continue reading Single during the Holidays… It has its perks!
I had many people say that they wanted me to write about relationships as my next prompt. I gave it so much thought, wrote down some things I needed to get off my chest, gave it even more thought, and decided that it is not worth trudging up old news for a post. However, I… Continue reading Growth
Well, we made it. Today is my 25th birthday. To be honest, it does feel a little surreal to think about all the time that has passed so quickly. It makes me reflect back on my life and think about all the things I have accomplished. I am not one to sit in the past… Continue reading Quarter of a century!
I have avoided this topic for a very long time. It has just became more relevant in my life that I think it is a good time to get it out there. May I introduce to you, my relationship insecurities! Why address them? Mostly because I have to unravel things that are jumbled up in… Continue reading What’s never been said.
Yikes. Guess who thought they were seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, but turns out they went deeper past that initial light into more darkness? Yeah, it's me. I am having an incredibly hard time understanding my thoughts, understanding how tired I am, and understanding that I have no motivation lately. I'm… Continue reading Dealing.
I've spoken about anxiety, friendships, my adventures, hobbies all on this blog before mainly because it is a wonderful outlet. Lately, however, I have had so much on my mind that has made me feel quite lonely. Even though there may not be truth in that. I am in no way saying that my friends… Continue reading Feelings: #thefeels